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what i do.I'm lost. It's because I'm telling myself that I regret losing what I did.what i do.
I miss having the guy I could go to, to see if I looked pretty.
I miss having a logical mind.
Now, I'm wishy-washy.
I watch sappy movies to regain the feeling of reassurance I had from a guy.
I look up the cute, romantic things to force myself to make hope.
Sadly, it only causes depression.
So, I'm off to a different point of view. I'm trying to see things more clearly now.
Let's hope he comes into my life soon.
by ~staringatdastars
Smile.Looking back at old handwritten letters; tracing the imprints left by my hand.Smile.
Feeling the pain and depression that was left on these very pages; knowing that at the time, I felt hopeless.
Today is a better day. My heart is in the right place, leaving the wrongs behind.
My mind is cleared of excess. Period.
I think now life has come full circle.
Until tomorrow.
by ~staringatdastars
What I Didn't Say.On the way home, trying to clear my mind of the sounds of tears, I turn on the radio. Flashbacks of the years flow through my head as the red light turns to green.What I Didn't Say.
I realized what I should have said.
I should have said that I realized what love is.
-Love is watching the ones you thought were acquaintances cry, and all you want to do is go up to them and hug the pain away, and in that moment you realize they are family.
I should have said that I am going to miss feeling like I was apart of a cool group of people that cared for me.
I should have said how I feel every time I step onto the track with my ru
by ~staringatdastars
100 FeetI see the you that you have hidden from me.100 Feet
I can tell why.
The one I have been crazy for is a fake, a phony.
You are truly ugly.
Nothing worth me loving.
You are a coward and afraid of being healthy.
Walking alone is your worst fear because you know that I am no longer there beside you. So go ahead and fall; see if I catch you.
Because honestly, I really want you as far away from me as possible right now.
You have no right to be my friend anymore.
You broke my heart. You thrashed my memories. You implanted terrible thoughts.
You have me worried for
by ~staringatdastars
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Poem 91It's hard to explain Why these few simple things Seem to be all I need right now Just a few cheery words And I'm back on my game It just feels like the eye of the storm There's more ahead I know it But since I'm here now Might as well let you know While luck's robe is my own So believe me when I say How you've still made me feel Like I'm soaring cross the stars in the sky Through all the hard times I'm still yours You're still mine And I swear That's why I'm still strongPoem 91
by ~The-Bluejay
Poem 92How easily you shrugged me off After the world we shared The dreams we chased All it seems nothing to you As I'm waiting here Lying in the blood of my broken heart Dark rhythms flowing through my head Their beats Destroying every bit of my once cleansed soul Now it is shadowy and hideous Maimed and disfigured The cold hands that grip my being I've welcomed them without a fight You stole that very fight from my body How weak you left me I can't think I can't feel Can't reason or love And as I see you walking Hand in hand with anothPoem 92
by ~The-Bluejay
deluge.We dove too soon, headfirst Into the swells of forevers and alwayses and no matter whats And I’ve hit the bottom, desperate for air Desperate for it to surge through my veins To pulse and flourish into what was.deluge.
I don’t know you anymore. Or what you’re screaming for or Why we’re searching for the finite in This race neither of us can conclude This rivalry neither of us can conquer This silence that neither of us wanted.
I don’t know what’s been lost. What’s been broken, what’s been breached Or what has pe
by ~noise-bleed
Poem 87Isn't it some kind of a miracle Seeing you With that love in your eyes I can't believe you're looking at me But you just tell me It's no mistake It's no lie And you take my hand and smile That wonderful smile And those loving eyes Twinkling like jewels in the moonlight Puts a spell on me And we just sat down in the grass I'm holding you in my arms It makes me feel Like there was never anything else in the world But you and I And how we were meant to be together And as the sun goes down We close our eyes and kiss And then I wPoem 87
by ~The-Bluejay
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| im crazy. im emotional. i do the things i do because i care. im avoiding a perfect love. |
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- Interests: writing, being happy, sports, happy endings
- Favourite movie: Forest Gump
- Favourite genre of music: anything:]
- Favourite poet or writer: Nicholas Sparks
- Favourite style of art: freeversed
- Personal Quote: make a fool out of yourself today; you'll feel a lot better
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To laugh is to risk
appearing the fool,
To weep is to risk
appearing sentimental.
To reach for another
is to risk involvement.
To expose your ideas,
your dreams, before a crowd
is to risk their loss.
To love is to risk not being loved in return.
To live is to risk dying.
To believe is to risk failure.
But risks must be taken
because the greatest hazard
in life is to risk nothing.
The people who risk nothing,
do nothing, have nothing,
are nothing.
They may avoid suffering
and sorrow,
but they cannot learn, feel,
Change grow, love, live.
Chained by their attitude,
They are slaves;
They have forfeited their freedom
only a person who risks
is free
-Author Unknown
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I'm gonna free fall...
Out into nothing..
Gonna leave this..
This world for a while..
amazingly written!
SKLDFDNFMSD! im soo confuseddd. i really don't wanna get hurt, but I don't wanna regret like I have in the past. :[
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Just take that chance:]
And I know what you mean. And I normally don't listen to that poem, and don't do anything.
Regret is a powerful thing.
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I'm gonna free fall...
Out into nothing..
Gonna leave this..
This world for a while..
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Just take that chance:]
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I'm gonna free fall...
Out into nothing..
Gonna leave this..
This world for a while..
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